Is probably the singularly most unsettling thing to ever exist on the internet
You are suffering from a feedback loop of disappointment caused by emotional isolation in tandem with a strong, perhaps overdeveloped, self-regard. Quick to anger or to perceive slight, you are simultaneously emotionally timid or reserved. Consequently deep emotional attachments are very hard for you to create, and your natural tendency to take offense from others will further strain relationships in their early stages.
You feel that others are not on your side, or that you do not have the backing of important figures in your life. Often the desire for success expresses itself in unwarranted restraint, leading to a limited depth of feeling or sensuality. There is a distinct sense of underappreciation either in the business or personal world. And yet you want intimacy, which you fear will reveal your inner weaknesses.